Im constantly just angry at everything. The smallest thing leaves me emotionally drained. I don’t eat much. Don’t get me wrong, it helps because I’m saving up for the summer but I’m pretty sure I’m already broke so far (and its not summer yet). I have this unending urge to want to punch someone at the face, or just hit my head on the wall. I’m not healthy. I’m pretty sure I’m just really pissed at everyone and even most times at my friends. I don’t wanna talk about it around anyone but then I don’t wanna look like I’m seeking too much attention. All I am is angry. Don’t ask me why, I don’t know. I just am.
Maybe because after months of numbing myself, I’m finally sinking in the feeling that I’ actually hurting. Or I JUST DON’T KNOW. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.
do i have a crush on you or am i just lonely
do i like you or do i like that you like medo I like you or do I like the idea of you
do i want to be in a relationship or do i just want to prove that i’m worthy of one
Oh my gosh this
Sometimes you stop talking to someone because you keep telling yourself that if they wanted to talk to you, they would.
and then they probably think the same which is how the both of you never talk to each other ever again and soon become complete strangers